blinded by the lights

Self-realization:
"I hate coming to the entrance, just to get bars on my phone,
You have no new messages, so why haven't they phoned?
Menu, write message, so where are you and Simone?"
-blinded by the lights, The Streets

Why haven't they phoned? Why are they so inconsiderate? Why am I so anxious all the time?
Why is my mailbox always empty? Why do I even care? It's trivial.
Why do I always have to search for cellphone reception? Isn't the point of a cellphone, that you can use it to make a call from anywhere?
Angst? What else is new?

-Mopey Mandarin